Thats exactly how I feel and think. If my stupid, self pitying mind can create this, surely it can fix it too. Someone gave me a link to a podcast about fake stuttering and how it can help you overcome it. It seems a little difficult but I guess that's the point of it. If it was easy, it probably wouldn't work. https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/stuttering-solutions-atlanta/id1521144482?i=1000480009824 I wish you the best too! And if you do find a solution or something that helps suppress it more, please remember me!