It may be rough right now, but I promise you it will get better. The biggest thing I learned about stuttering is to ignore the people who give you grief over it. That is easier said than done I admit though. I realized long ago that there is no cure for stuttering, so I came to terms with it. I no longer let it define who I am. It still hurts, I still have bad speech days, I just no longer let it drag me down. You can deal with this, you are strong enough and you have value! Feel free to reach out if you want I talk.