do you stutter while reading?

do you stutter while reading? im 19f and been stuttering my whole life. my stutter was a lot worse during childhood(like my stutter always came with a physical movement). in highschool, it was minimal but now that im in college(sophomore), its gotten a loot worse. i used to do well and not stutter when i read in class but now, even when i read, every single word is so hard to pronounce. even the ones i don't previously have a problem pronouncing. :// honestly no amount of practice is gonna change it. Also, no i never had a chance to go to theraphy because my parents always said its just "gonna go away" and that i'll "outgow" it. It really sucks