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I'm gonna kms 🙃 so school started back for me recently and today in Spanish, my teacher just...randomly did a call-and-response activity for everyone in the class; she did it TWICE and I had the worst blocks both times. It was so embarrassing; I felt like all eyes were on me during the awkward silence, and all she said was "I'll come back to you" with a smile..I seriously hate this so much; I have a 504 too so the whole moment just threw me off a lot. I still feel kinda shitty tonight and it sucks bc my day was so good yesterday :( I just wish I didn't have to deal with this; I want to speak well I just feel like such a failure
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Emotional ExperienceSchool & Work
Subthemes
Anxiety & Social JudgmentShame & EmbarrassmentSchool & Academic LifeHelplessness & Agency
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public_speaking