Hello baistan,I know how you feel man stuttering is hard and it’s hard to live with one,i has stuttering since childhood,i am now 23 and it’s been hard then ever to deal, it’s holding me back so much that i can’t explain, it affected my self confidence and my daily communication with everyone, it’s like even if you have the best mind, you are intelligent and all of that still you can’t became the best version or best of yourself. Sometimes i feel lonely and sad around the people who love me, it’s hard for the rest of world to relate to or feeling and our world.