First of all pal, I am not your little bro. Second, exactly how is it on me for being broke from years of medical bills for conditions such as colon cancer, ankylosing spondylitis and a moderate stutter? I lost my vision in my right eye from a side effect of the medication that I was taking for spondylitis. I will eventually be in a wheelchair within 10 years as well. They have a sub for narcissistic personalities , you should look into it.