If you cant have a conversation dont try to . If the time comes it will come naturally. Focus on being the best person you can and that means being the boss of yourself .Dont let your emotions take over and always try to have control over your voice even if that means randomly stop talking in the middle of a sentence and having an awkard silence while staring at the others person eyes because you wanted to avoid a stutter you knew was coming .Its a human instinct to socialise with others because it simply is human nature .Its how we evolved and trying to go against your insticts is one of the hardest things you can do but you'll be stronger than ever like that .If you are young start thinking ahead of what you want to do in your life and how you want to make money because if shit hits the fun you may be all alone and for stutterers like us its not easy to get friends who'll help us with opportunities. At least thats what i also tell myself but you never know what the feature will bring you anyway... In the end i find myself not expecting anything out of other people and just try to have meaningful conversations like asking how they are doing and how they've been during corona . And if you love and take care of yourself it'll be easier to care for others too and you may look more likeable that way .Stay strong