It really pisses me off also. Feel free to vent i completely understand. Your name is your name, no getting around that unless you make up a name, in my opinion that's worse. I hate when I start getting stuck on words and have to say a different word so I don't get stuck uncontrollably. Trying to push the words out makes my stutter block worse. I don't get stuck all the time either, sometimes especially when I dont think about I flow great but my name sometimes is a pain in the ass to say and usually throws my flow off.