Money. Sounds shallow. But most humans are pretty "disposable minded." For intance, if something doesnt look right or sound right it doesnt usually get picked, bought or utilized, etc. Thats how my childhood felt in school and in jobs. Like being the dented can on the shelf that eventually rusts because no one wanted it. It's fine on the inside, just different. If I had money, not filthy Bezos rich, but enough to not interact with most idiots, I wouldn't have to deal with bosses that are complete cunty, 100 percent of the time.