Nah hear me out my g. Like a month ago, I would’ve too but now nope. So what changed, my attitude, I basically stopped caring about my stutter and focused on so many other things in my life that I would rather stress about like my future career, exams etc. The key thing is to distract yourself and put yourself out there. Ik rn it may seem like you’re never gonna be able to talk like others and frankly yeah you won’t but you don’t need to bro. I also know you’ve hears this before but you don’t need to revolve your life around your stutter. Just do whatever the fuck you want and don’t a fuck about what anyone thinks even if it’s your parents. I’ll tell you my experience, so as a child I like barely stuttered but my parents hated that everytime I stuttered my mom would beat me like badly and my dad, uff ig he was disappointed in me cuz he’s a pretty big deal kinda guy and me being his son also had to be perfect but there I was flawed and my dad didn’t ever forget to remind me of that. I would always work hard trying to please him but he would never bat an eye to me, said how can a human being not even be able to speak. So that was pretty traumatizing especially for a child. So my whole life i’ve always thought of that but now just no more. Found myself some professor who genuinely don’t give a fuck about my stutter they just see me as a person double majoring in comp sci and math. So i’ve learned to love myself, yeah looking past my experiences. That’s it sorry for my English it’s not my first language.