Yeah Likewise man, im an extrovert by nature but a retard irl due to this condition. ive had some success with Nootropics though, Idk if ure familiar with the term, But theyre compounds which help in various brain functions. Check out the Reddit. I take 400 mg of L-theanine and a cup of coffee every morning, it helps me alot. I take Ashwagandha too, which has tremendously helped me not give a fuck about anything pretty much, and that also lowers my anxiety which then lowers my stutter.