Thanks for these precious informations. I m hyper sensitive so i m very careful about facial expressions. I saw it too much when i spoke and it s the last thing i want to show him. I only give him smiles, kind words, love, self confidence, encourage him to express himself. He has 9 months and i think he s very self confident. It s only an internal fear, i just don't want him to live what i lived. So i give the best of me. I think he's the reason why i started to think about my past. I don't want to do the same mistakes than my parents.