So hard to stutter even that I feel so loved

So hard to stutter even that I feel so loved Hey guys Tonight I went to my usual nightclub and I walked with a girl, i wanted to say to her something and that took me 30 secs to say and she didn’t hear me and I couldn’t say it again I got stuck and i feeling so down right now cuz that got me thinking what if I wasn’t stutter?I could do anything! Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been with enough girls even that I liked that, there are girls that want to be with me and I had few relationships that they loved me I know for sure. I’m fighting, I don’t want to hide and I want to be like anyone. But still I’m so down that I can’t speak properly, that so hard for me. If I could speak properly I could do anything! I have many friends and when we taking I stutter a lot, I working as a seller man and every time before work I have fear inside me. And I can’t share that, my friends will listen ofc but none will understand me. That so fking hard to me stutter, if i wasn’t I could conquer the world’