I also absolutely hate when people show me pity. But don't lose hope, remember you are not alone, there are many people out there who are facing the same problem. I would recommend you to check out [The Mcguire Programme](http://www.mcguireprogramme.com/en). It is one of the best speech programme in the world right now. It is available in U.K and some of the western european countries and also in Dubai. You can attend in the place closer to you. It's a bit expensive programme but believe me it is worth the investment. Check out some of the documentaries on youtube [Stammer School: Musharaf finds his voice](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkrLnFjDiy8&list=PLUMaHJdXWOos3p2Ikl_xhgtr7CxXRQ-aM) .