commentr/StutterNovember 1, 2025

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Sales and estimates, talk on the phone, knock on the door and chat with them, things I used to think were never going to be for me.  Went from computer science (to work more on the back end) and class b cdl and working with the skidsteer and machines to coming back face to face with the hardest parts of my stutter all over again and preservering.  Now I don't even think twice about it.  But it wasn't easy at first, had to live through everything I was afraid of all over again, blocking on my name, on introductions and more.  We live.  It was quiet the mental battle, eventually i settled on the mantra, feel the fear, do it anyway. 

Themes

Anticipation & AvoidanceEmotional ExperienceIdentity & DisabilitySchool & Work

Subthemes

Avoidance & SubstitutionHiding & ConcealmentOverthinking & MonitoringHope & MotivationIdentity & Self-PerceptionEmployment & Career

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ordering_service_encounter