Thank you all. And yes, as you say Claypigeon, i'am drawing my lack-of-value from my stutter, and this is the problem, despite my efforts (i have a job, hobbies, some friends), my stuttering has the same impact on me, more or less. I read psychology, philosophy, sociology, to try to understand the feeling of shame. Deep inside i want "to save face", and with a stutter, i can't. I try to work on that filing of shame but I think it is too entrenched.