Yeah, getting a girlfriend and making friends is not that hard, but its impossible when you block out on every 4th 5th word. Sometimes when i think about downloading dating apps and find myself a date, I can already imagine the waiter coming on our table and me getting nervous, cold and stuck on saying the dish i wish to have, and just ruining the girls whole date experience. Like If i were a normal individual, I wouldnt date myself. Atleast you have a job and can sustain yourself, I hope I can atleast be independent. Stay well my brother.