Well that's the main reason i don't write here, besides my bad english (i'm from spain). I'm a loser too, my life is sad and don't have any good advice to stutters. 40 years, no friends, live alone, very lonely person, bad jobs all hard and physical due my stuttering. Heavy stuttering all my life, didn't improve in fact it has gotten worse. Try several speech therapist, nothing worked. No expectation about future, just saving all the money i can, because i think when i'll get older i won't be able to work in his physical jobs, the only ones i can do.