Give me a reason to look forward. Rant.

Give me a reason to look forward. Rant. Change my opinion on this. Call me an arrogant fuck but Ive argued, reasoned, experienced, researched and fought this stuff for a long time now and looked for something but it's all just empty. I've reached to the conclusion that life is shit and will not change(if not get worse). I just don't see good things happening ever as a person with my disability. My past was shit. My present is shit. So what's to say the future would be any different? I've tried everything. Nothing has worked, and I'll be in this shit state till my death. Most of the people reading this are probably in a similar predicament and feel the same way. Seriously fuck everything. Its not even that Ive given up or want to give up. It just feels like Im at a point where I have two choices to either drag on this lifelong war that I'll never win or I just give up and accept this vastly lower quality of life with stuttering( To deny this is plain lying to yourself). Is there nothing more to look forward to? It's either mind crushing fighting or accepting life as a slave....Tell me a third option?