I feel you!! My stuttering hasn’t ever been bad enough to affect my life until now. I’m 19 and trying to be more confident in the world, to hold my own and be able to feel comfortable feeling adult if you get what I mean. Currently I’m having really bad trouble saying my own(block) and just mostly blocks on words. One thing I’m trying to do no matter how hard it gets is to just keep doing it. It maybe feel like the more you try the worse it gets(in my experience right now) but I know if I avoid the problem doesn’t go away it just gets worse. Every time I have a embarrassing block honestly I cry when I’m alone next but I shake it off and keep going. Because I know I can get better. :)! Hopefully this makes sense I’m obviously not very good and writing haha