I wanted to be a nurse or doctor. I started down that path but the more stressed out I get the worse my speech is. There were some situations were I was unable to get the words out in important medical situations and each time whoever was on shift would be so incredibly rude and dismissive that I gave up and eventually became a hairstylist instead. I have control with how much I speak to clients and what I say. I avoid jobs with speaking in front of a lot of people, or having to read scripts of any kind. Honestly happy the nurse thing didn’t work out, I don’t think it would have been a good fit even if was completely fluent so everything worked out.