Here,again.

Here,again. Hello guys! I think i am posting here very often, but this really feels place where you all know what i am talking about and seems like you get me. I am feeling so down, i dont remember myself like this. I have zero motivation to anything, i dont even wanna talk, get out of bad, i am so tired. I dont love myself and i dont even like anything because stutter made me miserable for myself. I am feeling so bad inside. I dont know what to do, maybe only way is to at last get used to it , but i dont want to live my life like this:( i wanna be who i really am but i cant express it.