Honestly, the truth is that of course, it is a 'bad' or frustrating thing to stutter. But ask yourself this: does it help you to think of it negatively? I don't think so... and it won't change your stutter it only makes you feel bad by thinking of it? Would I wish to speak fluently of course but this is life and you have to make the best out of it. What I am doing since my realization is that I am even making jokes about it. During presentation when I am just reading a list of screens and I am 'stuck in a stutter' I will kindly ask the audience to read it for me due to my stutter. Those small things do give me a good feeling sometimes people even laugh about it (only in a positive way, like "look at him, it takes courage to make jokes and go that easy about it") Not to discourage you, but for me, after years of speech therapy, I know that the stutter won't go away anymore. The best thing I can do then is to make the best out of the situation. Everyone has something which makes him or her unique, everyone has imperfections and this is ours! I know the struggle in high school and it sucked so bad!!! But things will get better trust me! Ps. If you want to talk just send a PM