I agree with the above post. I was listening to StutterTalk recently, and some of the best advice on there was something along the lines that you may not be able to control your speech but you for sure can control how you feel about your speech. The more I am OK with stuttering in front of other people, the less it weighs on my mind. A lot of people don't really care about a stutter either, so you have to just charge ahead and do what you want, easier said than done though! Good luck, we are here for you.