Hi and thank you for uplifting words! I don't struggle with finding sexual partners ocassionally but never really had the patience or desire to build healthy relationship. That's why I blame porn it kind of distorted my tastes of what's hot and what isn't. I know my boundaries though and will never hurt anyone. Stuttering therapy is probably the way to go. I've never considered it seriously probably because I'll have to strip the facade and reveal my problems to psychologist / group. It's my 3rd day off weed I know it's not much but have to start somewhere. I got rid of lighters and blunts and will most likely have to deal with withdrawals.