all good homie, i could have pinpointed my phrasing better towards danya in my question. happens irl too so you're not the first. stinks to have a stutter on top of not being able to convey yourself properly to new people (tho, even my *family* struggles to pick up on half the things im trying to say). had people hang up on me mid-call due to my frequent blocking so i can relate to what you were saying in your video about phone calls. terrifying! the breathe out technique you talked about too works sometimes but feels so forced im sure there are tricks w/ experience but idk. always terrified of phone calls. crazy that you pikt jimmy btw i block on "J" every fucking time. thanks for the vid tho, watched til the end, you're awesome