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it has gotten severe why!!! We're at a family reunion and Im devastated beyond words rn. i can no longer speak without stuttering. I stutter in every fucking sentence. I became that quiet and very anxious cousin who is either following their mom around or is alone in a corner. A while ago each of us cousins had to do some "testimonies" about our family and when it was my turn, i turned into a broken stereo. I had to apologize mid sentence and ended up revealing to everyone i stutter so bad. My stutter used to be so fricking mild you woudlnt notice i have a stutter. I used to have fluent days and i only ever have bad days when i have to do a presentation in class. Since it was mild, i never really had to disclose it to my relatives/cousins. I started speech therapy last year because it started becoming severe when COVID19 hit. I have seen no improvement. Im just so upset. As much as i want to not let my stutter define me, i cant help it. It made me anxious and unapproachable. :(( im scared ill only get worse. Idk why it became severe :((