Don't lose hope 😆 , Hope is what makes us strong it's why we are here it's what we fight with when All else is lost. I have stuttering and definitely understand your pain , but just think about people who are paralyzed, blind, deaf.... Isn't your life better than theirs? at least you can talk but there are people who just dream to say one word , be grateful for what you have. I absolutely understand your pain i have been through a lot like A LOT of embarrassing situations because of my Stuttering and in that moment i wish that earth was open and I would go into it because of the embarrassment, But that's in the past man , Try to improve yourself, i practice countless times for my presentations just to have a proper Speech, thinking of the easiest way for me to talk. I'm grateful for what God gave me it's he who formed us in the wombs however he willed 😁🌹