> I feel like I have behavior that makes me no fun to be around, like being quiet or not knowing what to say. I feel you bro. You have no idea how true this is for me. 99% of the time I am super self-conscious about what to say or what jokes to make when I am in a group of people. Almost always in the end, I come up with absolutely nothing. Being funny is a real requirement to make people friendly towards you.