This was so embarrassing I wanna crawl in a hole and stay there forever

This was so embarrassing I wanna crawl in a hole and stay there forever I am in a freedom group and my church and the pastor had me pray at the beginning. This is about how the prayer went. “Dear God........I-I-I pray that we can live in your n-name.......a-and I-I pray that we-we’ll learn your w-word and that we can live I-in your n-name...............................aaaaaamen” I feel like an absolute idiot. I was wanting to pray a good prayer but I was so focused on the stuttering it made the stuttering worse and it kept cycling and I just gave up. I literally want everyone in that group to forget this night. I’m such and idiot.....I hate myself AHHHHH WHY AM I LIKE THIS?!?!?!