I used to be really depressed too. I still have bad days but it’s not as bad as it used to be. The only thing that kept me going was when I met someone else who stuttered. They stuttered 10x worse than I do and were 10x happier than I was. There is always someone who has it worse than you, who is happier than you. Period. You probably would trade the ability to never walk again with the ability to speak fluently. What about the person in the wheelchair WITH the stutter? It could always be worse! Just try and appreciate the things you do have. Family, boyfriend, good looks, whatever that May be. Cuz someone else would do anything to be in your shoes