Feeling in control is what I want. Exercise is something that I am in control of. Working on my fitness has brought me good consistent results. Working on my stuttering hasn't brought me shit except for brief moments of ngaf, which isn't the worth the effort. I have ADHD also which of course makes my stuttering worse. I can't focus on shit, my mind is a giant clusterfuck. With that said, I cannot formulate sentences in a proper manner. Being social is what I've always wanted. Now, I don't give a fuck. A few years ago I realized it was unattainable and gradually stopped caring about it. So yeah..effort pays off when it comes to exercise. Efforts in accepting my speech always lead me back to square one. I know my limitations of what I can do and can't. Being happy with my stutter isn't going to happen. Props to you and other stutterers who have fixed their outlook on stuttering.