Oh yeah I feel you 100%. Plus, when I think about my stutter too much, I can barely get a word out. I remember a time in my life where I didn’t give a crap if I stuttered or not. I was ironically the most fluent I’d ever been. How I get that mindset back, I have no clue 😅 Yeah this subreddit is incredible. The only one I wouldn’t mind going to a meet-up for.