I do not mind challenging myself. I talk to friends and colleagues just fine, despite if I stutter or not. I have been focusing on my mental and “nonchalant” attitude regarding my speech, and have had significant improvements in fluency and overall wellbeing. However, because of my predisposition, the thought of being something like a public speaker does not sound enticing. If that was something that I was passionate about (which was a subject I touched upon), I would surely follow it. Additionally, I understand what you are saying and totally agree with it. Briefly stated, my purpose with this whole post was just asking how to find your “passion”. Again, not sure if anyone else can help me with this, but it was worth a shot.