The fact that it even came to your mind is such a red flag. It will definitely come to your mind again. I really hope bruv dumps your ass and finds somebody who will NEVER have the same insecure and fucked up thoughts you have. Why can’t your admire him for all that shit he’s been through and the perseverance he has. Because that’s what’s great about us who stutter…our grit and perseverance. Fuck outa here.