>I've have this feeling that I'm wasting my youth years, and I see people living their lives normally. Don't worry, everyone's wasting their time to some extent. Those people you see? Definitely wasting some of their time on some bullshit or other. :) - >I end up isolating myself most of the time. Are there any occasions where you could have pursued some offer or other, but you chose not to? Are there any occasions you can make for yourself, such that you have control over what you might pursue?