last time i went to speech therapy i was around 10 years old (now i am 23) , i hated everything about it and felt that its not helping may be because i was not willing to change in that time. now i am more worried how would people react to me or how finding a job will go, so this year (my final year in university) the university opened a free speech clinic, it took me like 2 months to decide if i want to go or not, finally i said its free what to lose, i went there and stayed outside the clinic for like a 10 minutes just having flashbacks and getting more and more annoyed with faster heartbeats, then i turned my back and went to my dorm depressed as fuck