I heard my own meeting recording and now I’m traumatised.

I heard my own meeting recording and now I’m traumatised. I recently joined a remote internship, and we have 2 meetings daily. Today, after one meeting, I found out that it was recorded and I could listen to it. But I couldn’t even bear 1 second of myself speaking — it was so bad. I hate my voice, I really hate it. Now I’m traumatised, thinking how my colleagues even bear with me. It just sounds so bad — how do they even hear me, bro? If i was in place of my manager i could fire myself i stammer so bad the face i make while speaking its so bad..