Yup I try to not spread negative energy but man sometimes life really fucking sucks. Even being heavily medicated doesn't change the fact how much life as a stutterer sucks. Tbf I didn't really get laughed at because of my stuttering that much. I was bullied but surprisingly bullies didn't care about my stutter. I have a couple friends irl but ngl they don't even come close to some of my discord friends whom I can tell literally everything. I really wonder how my life without a stutter would look like. For sure would be a lot more confident, wouldn't need to numb my feelings with drugs but whatever... But hey, at least we're not alone!!!