Hey I’m sorry you went through that. I’ve been there. No one else can get inside your head to understand what you are going through. Believe me, acceptance helps. I find if I think things through and try to not let the situation dictate how I feel I do better. Easier said than done, yes. But going through life I’ve found as long as I am competent at what I am doing no employer of mine has cared about my speech. Hang in there.