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Honestly I blocked most of it out it was so horrible. Here is what I do remember though. I made it my mission to speak as little as possible be it to classmates during projects or the teachers, I was the quiet kid with her nose constantly stuck in a book. I feel like I could be so much brighter nowadays if I had just overcome my stutter and spoken up. People always tell me how bright I am but I feel like they are just lying to themselves and me about that at times. I recall one time though it could’ve been middle school, where a girl came up to me in shock and said she thought I was mute. The most talking I ever did was in the required speech therapy I got every week. I hated her so much. Once I was trying to tell her my beloved dog died and she made me say it a dozen times if not more and I’m not joking. Until I could say it fluently. I literally left that session to go and cry in the bathroom. I am still torn up about it and this happened 5-6 years ago. Another time she told me I should just accept I will stutter for the rest of my life and my moderate stutter will never get any better. I seriously had no good memories in high school. Kids constantly stole stuff from me or would single me out to make bad jokes about me. It’s probably for the best I don’t remember too much of it. Sorry for the long post. Tl;dr: high school was nothing but bad memories of what I can remember from blocking it out.