Really? May be bcz u shw them ur fragile side or u discuss too mch abt ur stutter and that how ur stutter has devastated u. World sees what u show. See the positive sides.. you will be an engineer in next 4 yrs. You have the world to conquer. U are just 19. At this age u cant be serious abt life.. just flow with it.. eat drink smoke.. and repeat.. 🙂..