I wish I could give you better advice than "Stop caring what other people think", but that's really the best advice I can give a fellow stutterer. I've stuttered since I could talk. I'm in my late 20's now, and my stutter was a complete crippling nightmare for me at your age and in my teens. Anxiety, depressing, social seclusion, the whole package. In my early 20's I went to a speech therapist who tought me some breathing exercises that were, while by no means a "solution" or "cure", gave me something that resembled a tool to aid me. Do you have access to speech therapists? It might be worth looking into. If nothing else, talking to someone who is a specialist in the field might also change your perspective. And perspective is all of it. All these years later, my stutter is still there, every day, none the lesser, I think about all the time, before I talk, after I talk. But I've learned to stop caring as much. Maybe in time, as you get older, you'll stop caring as much what other people think. This obviously doesn't help you right now, but maybe you should start asking yourself why you let your stutter make you depressed and anxious? You just need longer to say what you need to say. People think about a *lot* less than you think they do. Do you think twice about someone in a wheelchair? Or someone who lisps? Do you think less of them?