Life can be shit at times but also amazing. You're just going through a shit time and i promise you there's a rainbow after every storm. Can take months for people to land a job, I myself couldn't find a job for 4 months and only recently just landed one. It really only just takes 1 company to offer you that interview/job offer and then you're on top of the world. 25 and still using parents money is nothing to be ashamed of. Some of my most successful friends were still living at home at 30. You just gotta do what gets you by until you sort shit out. Comparing yourselves to others is the thief of joy so just keep focusing on yourself and something will happen!