Amen to that wish <3 It's wonderful to hear your experience on dealing with stuttering. I'm sorry that the speech therapists couldn't help you enough. You know, you can always look for a new one if you felt the need to have one. I, like you, don't stutter when I'm alone or even speaking to myself in the mirror, but I don't speak the way we should speak either! I mean, the breathing is wrong if I don't focus on it, and it will affect the loudness of my speech (almost like whispering). When we practice regularly, it slowly becomes the new system and when we want to speak, there won't be a need to focus 100% on your breathing, relaxing muscles, etc. Instead, we can focus more on the subject of the speech. Feel free to get in touch if you needed help :)