I feel your pain brother. I had stutter since i was 13 years old and now when i am 26 years old i still keep fighting with not being able to express my selve normally. It is way better then before tho but i also i feel like there is nothing that could help fix my problem 100%. I come to a conclusion that it will be forever part of my life and it better to just accept it as it is. Before i was not able to speak a single word but now i can speak most of the time but when it hits me its like forcing the words to come out. I am glad that at least it is not bad as it used to be. If you want to talk, we can practice speech via discord 👍😁