This sucks. I’m going to quit my job

This sucks. I’m going to quit my job I need to vent. This post is difficult. I’ve kind of managed to control my stuttering over the years; I believe I’ve gotten better. I’m fact, when I was in my twenties (now 32) I had a job where I would regularly speak with clients. What I did was I would write out scripts and delete the harder words - D’s and G’s - with a smoother substitute. We’ve all been there. It went great, for the most part. I actually enjoyed a lot of the phone calls. That job is over. I just started a new job in web dev. Stupid me, I accepted a job that is partially sales. Here’s the kicker: I have a really hard time pronouncing the name of the company, which is a D. I was humiliated today. People heard me having a hard time pronouncing the D. One guy brought me aside and told me to practice in a separate room. I can’t do it anymore. The pressure just is too much. If I could get past that introduction, I could wing it pretty well. But it’s the worst business name for me to say. Fuck! I wish to God this wasn’t cursed on me. So now I’m sitting at a bar looking up general labor jobs because stuttering. Meanwhile my intetests are web dev, finance and economics. I’m going to email my resignation tomorrow morning. And I’m basically broke. FML Thanks for reading