SO HOW DO I JUST ACCEPT IT?

SO HOW DO I JUST ACCEPT IT? I'm having alot of difficulty, wrapping my head around just accepting my stutter. Ive hated it all my life, and even though I know stuttering isnt my fault, i still feel like it is. Stuttering is like a tick constantly sucking hope from my life so please tell me. How I just go talk to people when my social. Anxiety is through the roof. I see all these stories of people getting their stutter cured and every time I get a tiny bit of hope, my anxiety and self doubt pulls me right back to a negative mindset.