No dude, you’re amazing! Seriously, that takes guts! Your story hits close to home. I’m in my last year of college and my stutter has progressively gotten worse over the course of my college career. I went from being able to talk to people fine and hold conversations, to now only being able to do short back and forths with people and can’t really ask questions in class. Thinking about going back in to a local speech therapist so your story gives me hope.