I totally understand how you feel and am sending you lots of love. I just graduated law school and just started a job that’ll have me in court twice a week. Stuttering is a regular source of anxiety for me. I’m thinking of just explaining to my peers at work and in the courtroom that I stutter. And if there are any remaining concerns about my competency, I’ll just let my work speak for itself. I disclosed my stutter at a previous job, and it reduced my anxiety significantly. Have you ever tried doing that?  Anyways, don’t give up! You’re not alone, and you can do it!